ju lie

*snap*

damnit my eyes were closed.

*ring*

"hello? right now? why whassup? but... ok ok i'll be there kbye"

*nudge*

"shot?"

*tap*

"oh heyyy!"

*ring*

"oh shit i'm so sorry i'ma leave now. i'll be there in a bit"

*tick tock*

agh.. i have school tomorrow! oh, homework.... mom's gonna be so maaaadd

*sweat*

*grumble*

oh right i need to eat.


all the little things add up to make a day. i'm not exactly used to this rate of current events, although it is quite entertaining. i thank you for your time.

temperatures have rised, and so have emotions. i know where you stand. so what the fuck? the very question i ask myself Daily. i really have no idea. sculpt my mind to think a certain way, but to sculpt my heart would be near impossible. considering my story. you were damn close though.

good job for today. take 2 and i'll see you in the morning.

june bug

Dear Tummy,

sorry for the knots,

the front flips

and butterflies.

It's all his fault--I swear! ;]

past few weeks have been wow.

biggest highlights:
-melinda's bday
-i know the kanye concert was a big thing..
-cassandra's!
-congrats to johnny & josh!
-mom's birthday
-hangin out with The Guys
-chillin with him
-some wedding i went to
-bestbuy
-summer school
-father's day
-spare the air day

seems like a lot. but somehow, it doesn't quite feel fulfilling enough. i mean, it may look as if i'm a busybee. okay i could be. okay i am. but i'm still not satisfied. am i demanding? no. hard to please? not necessarily. could you make it better? you tell me. could i make it better? oh of course i can.

-melinda's was great. it was interesting to see a place get packed so fast. learned: how to regulate a party, & family compassion.

-kanye concert. yeaaaaaadidn'tgo. albert just said it was hellof the best concert of the .. century? hah. chea. THAT good. good enough to make it on my blog haha

-cassandra's sleepovers <3. learned: how to take advantage of on-demand hbo movies, & family members can be fun to hang out with too.

-congrats to johnny/josh for making the job(s)! learned: it's totally possible.

-mom's birthday. i surprised her with flowers&a balloon from safeway and put them in front of her door so that when she woke up, she'd see it. =). learned: mom needs a friend every once in awhile.

-hangin out with The Guys. i dont exactly learn much, just that friendship is a very good thing to have. usually, necessary. essential. i'm thankful they're still around through thick&thin.

-chillin with him.... ^_^

subject to change

June 03, 2008 Pisces (2/19-3/20)
The new people in your life have been keeping you busy, and it's been fun! But have you been falling behind on chores or other household issues? Today, it's time to get back in touch with what you need to take care of in your life. Bills, errands, cluttered closets -- these might not be very glamorous things, but they are not going to take care of themselves. The good news is that they will only take up a couple hours of your day -- then you will be free to meet up with a friend and have fun.


Heyyy. finally some sort of recap-entry. i haven't much thought about this because my priorities have been constantly changing their order within these past few weeks.

my resolution for 08 started off as a blur. finally, 5 almost 6 months later, i realized what i want. this is really just the beginning. =)

with 1 year left in the bay, hmm. might as well stay on good terms with the fambam. Especially this one darnlovely sister of mine; -_- Rachel. I've been so busy going out with my friends n such that i haven't noticed i've pushed her aside. she even went to the extent of commenting me on myspace when she inhabits the room next door to mine. cmon. we live in the same house and she comments me to communicate? as regie used to say, "THAT IS NOT THE WAY!" hff. I Am her older sister, &i feel that it is My responsibility to fix this nonsense.

<3