flies in my fries

i don't know why but i've been getting angry lately.

okay i know why; i just dont get how people are sometimes!

as we all know, every day is a new day. we start with a clean slate, a fresh mind, and a natural curiosity of what the new day beholds.

until someone opens their mouth and starts bringing up irritating topics of non-importance! like a fly continuously circling your dinner, go the fuck away! and next time you annoy me, i'll fuckin swat you!

k, maybe that was a bit harsh. although the flies are attracted to food, the food is not attracted to flies. who the heck wants flies in their food?! it's not appetizing! it's not even sanitary, especially if they're affecting your new, clean lifestyle... it can make you go rotten.

yes, you can say i've changed. if change can filter the flies out, then change is good. since ive been MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, i'm cruising through life with a new mindset on things. a new mind means IVE GOT A DIFFERENT ACTION PLAN. so gtfo my french fries. stop trying to ruin my day.

if i have to change my location to get away from these flies, then i'll do it. change my food? sure. wear repellent? even better. shooing them away will only temporarily defer them, but flies are just one of those UNNECESSARY THINGS IN LIFE that can easily be HANDLED.

so stop shooing flies away and just swat them already!

start eating your food while it's fresh. tomorrow's a brand new day and you got everything going for you.

MOVE FORWARD

dear god,

as for the moment, i'd really like to get into the program! but, whatever You think is right for me, let it be so.

Amen.

love always,

cheryl

i really don't mind.

i've gone to the point where i really don't mind a day off when everyone else is busy. I really don't mind spending the day alone.

i really don't mind going to a party with hella people. I really don't mind if i'm not even invited.

I really don't mind mcdonalds

or olive garden

or alexander's steak house.

I really don't mind the generic brand so long as it works the same way.

I really don't mind the backseat instead of passenger seat (sometimes).

heh.

I really don't mind the mattress in the loft. I really don't mind the bedroom with a bed. I really don't mind a towel from Target instead of a Ralph Lauren one. I really don't mind using an old ass nokia phone. I really don't mind my beat up Chucks. I really don't mind the same purse (though, I wouldn't mind a new one either). I really don't mind doing my own nails instead of going to the salon.



dude.


relax.


not a big deal.



if i really wanted to have my way....

of course i'd choose otherwise. I would reconsider the outcome of my decision before settling with what the average pushover would choose. I mean, is a pushover really a pushover or is he/she really just a chill kinda person? kinda like a hippy; peace, good-vibes, no drama

PEOPLE,

the world does not revolve around a single person!

Upgrading and improving your life is one thing, but i'm fine with some of the things that i already own. certain things, though, i DO mind... like common sense things. Such as: yes i DO mind if you'd drive me there instead of walking out like this.

over the past few months, particular things haven't bugged me the way they used to. I've slowly accepted society's ways, even if I may not agree with it sometimes. My anger won't change society, considering i'm only one person of many. it's like a baby crying amidst a large crowd, such as a loud concert.

who would really hear you? anyone can hear you, but it's rare for anyone to actually listen to you. unless that baby is carefully watched by a guardian, [cough, attention whores] then i guess what i'm trying to say is "the ones who truly care about you will listen"

other than that, i really don't mind !