8.30.2008

you'd be a fool

if you think learning is the new Fad.

niggaplease!


learning is a part of life.. a part of growing up. but if you're "growing" when others post a new blog then.. what a coincidence. good for you.


so there i was.. sitting in Theater12.. bored as heck. i actually tried listening to the teacher this time. we were talking about.. Movie Genres. during class discussion, we came across the word:

Sarcastic. Our class' definition of 'sarcastic' was "To say one thing and mean another".

*hahaha... mhmm*, I nodded to myself. Yup, that sounds about right. i figured [daydreamed] that too much sarcasm can get you lost in a whole different world of the part of the definition that says "& mean another". okay let me restate that sentence. Too much sarcasm = unintentionally saying the wrong thing = not being able to clearly state your original intent = being lost between right and wrong and how to portray it to others.


Agh. now what. intent is EVERYTHING! [girls - you should all know what im talking about]


the answer is quite easy. shmeasy.
STOP IT.



back to boring.
well okay... not necessarily.
by boring i meant school.
i'm sure life will unfold itself and be an interesting ride.


speaking of that.

it's getting there.
yeap, Already.
gotta take a few factors into account though. such as,
1) experience
2) morals/wisdom/ current knowledge/ common sense
3) the fact that everyone is different
4) timing
5) personal readiness (if that makes any sense)
6) last but not least, something's missing. i feel it.

you all may know by now - my mind is easily influenced by opinion. you should also know that i have the capability of not listening or not giving a fuck and just Going with it. once my mind is set, [or once you make me angry enough], then Shit i'm goin gone. i'm - outta - this - joint, i dont give a fuck what you say, no questions asked. if i am ever at this point, influence by opinions will not go through anymore. "That'ta girl. that's my baby". Brainwashed.

for surely though, it won't be like last time. =T
oh how i miss

simple & clean, like utada.

nine: And you always smile when u look @ ur phone..



to whom it may concern, bored already? of each other? haha. find another one. you're good at that. these are My friends. git your ownniggaaa.

news & updates for those who are lazy to dial
(and i, unwilling to pick up)
[okay just kidding. mom has my phone]

-for you logan/chavez heads, RINNIA'S BACK. =D
-i lost coburt. okay, i forgot about coburt. =\
-got my first surprisingly beautiful paycheck =)
-phone's gone, car's gone. (as if it happens all the time -__- )
-cousins are turning psycho
-daddy's bday: sep.2 =)
-and the list will continue, to continue..



man.. i been on a rolllll with 2008.
here i gooo..

8.26.2008

i am at ze school

k i STILL have lots to say
im at the library at school right now
dont even have enough time to update on my OWN computer
but i got work today
fudge.
major update overload!
class in 30.
maybe get some bcpw right quick! haha
a little pissed about yesterday though. cough
eclipse! =P


<3cheryls

8.21.2008

>=)

i know, i know. what an immature face to put.

whatever.


i have much to say. im kinda just bottling everything up right now. [bad thing]. note to readers: will release when time permits. in the meantime, i will read the syllabi and sell cellphones. bio, calc, speech, and theater. no, we are not on commission. but.. the monthly bonus compensates.


clean slate and cashflow. what more could you ask for?

=\

<3.

8.12.2008

a few hours of guitar hero..

oaweid f;lksdmcliw oieplkasdlk alksdjozfisdo wi ruajlkd

eyebrows tilted in
bottom lip extended
arms folded

*stomps around in circles while cursing*

(eventually) sits.

-siiiiiiigh-

releases facial expressions
slumps
looks down.

*flips out invisible cigarette and lighter; lights and puffs*

"if i smoked, this would be the perfect time to"



THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME






is you

8.06.2008

wtf.

Know what you want.
it only helps you in the long run.



i got lafayette & alviso readers.. never knew i had fans there