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living on this side of the bay definitely has a different vibe.. people of opposite colors pass by and each culture is present in their swag. [haha i hope i used that right] i've come to find that i'm content with being on this side of the bay, even if it's only 20mins away from home. you can tell from my past blogs i've been homesick, but i think this few weeks has to be my longest away from uc. basically...



i'm gooooood. =]



fridays are busy at the bank! payday for everyone, and withdrawing for the weekend ahead. i'm just about ready to crash nigga im bout to get sushi tonight, uc-bound in a litt'o bit.

to you: stop being disrespectful and maybe you'll get some respect back.

method to the madness

it's late, almost 4am and i have work at 830 in sunnyvale. can't seem to sleep.

xanga version; 060609

blogger; 060609

people make plans, and plans never turn out the way they're supposed to. plans make expectations, and expectations can lead to unhappy results.

things are sooo much better when they come out naturally, i can't emphasize that anymore than i've done already.. 

then there's "plan b". [no, not the pill] plan b literally means

"an alternate or fall-back position or method when the initial attempt or plan goes wrong."

sounds like a plan

what went wrong?

let's Random. =)

"technically"

havent updated coz i havent learned anything new lately

HAHA!

jk.

i've had new experiences though. =)

stay tuned.

trouble at it's ripest season. ;]

edit: 1105pm.

"see attached".

alright so i should totally be studying but i can't study with shit on my mind. i mean *things, sorry. excuse the language. it's been awhile since i really felt for someone. i didn't want to have feelings for anyone, and i hate to say it but that actually was my goal for awhile.

hence the myspace song.

sure, my friends are my "mains", my "lovers", my "girls".. but i have those days.. you know those days... days where you want to just.. be

[lets just be - ne yo]

i've been daydreaming lately. more dreamy than usual. to the point where i'm scared about the future. not just the future in general, but i meant where my heart will be in the future

so i tell myself,

love fearlessly.

i was doing fine, playing it safe. there is nothing extremely good nor bad with being Neutral. but how long can you stay neutral for when something finds its way to you? life has sooo many surprises, obstacles, signs.. every day a brand new day.

i'll ride the rollercoaster

i can't just pretend. i can't just stay neutral. i gotta keep moving. i may trip, i may fall, i may even be sidetracked, but i'll get a goooood lesson learned out of it. thank god for non-stagnant waters. =)

a better Bonnie in the making ;]