say whaa?

who?

me?
nahh.

i had no idea!

I WILL NOT COMPROMISE MY DREAMS JUST BECAUSE THE ECONOMY SUCKS RIGHT NOW

passionate

i'm currently still stuck in this identity-crisis stage of my life trying to figure out exactly what it is i'm passionate about. with a lifestyle where simplicity is key, i've become used to being plain jane that i've covered up what is unique about me. yes; i said "covered up". that means somewhere inside of me, or "under my cover", is something that hasn't emerged yet. [or shall i say, hasn't matured yet?] Either way, i'm not quite sure exactly what it is, where it is, how to find it, or how to bring it out but i'm verymuch determined at my 21years of age to find what makes me different! and THAT right there... has gotta be something that i'm passionate about.

what the heck could that be?!

-_-

slowly climbing up the ladder, i'll need a shitload of patience and determination. time is my motivation.. coz i'm only getting older by the second and things are moving by faster than they seem. [like my sister for instance]. =T.

dont bore me with your "be a nurse" crap.. please!

*rolls eyes*

[no offense to those trying to be a nurse]

anywho, take a look at these guys:

eyewriter.org

they've taken something that they were passionate about, [art, for example] and transformed it [with their ability to hack and use their own creativity] into something beneficial.. not only for the public, but to those who might not have everything in their life. i freakn love it.

so i guess you can say

i'm in search to find

what is mine

i've always wanted to..

me n my bestfriend cassandra used to always talk about going off to third-world countries to help the less fortunate and minister to them. but, we were thinking oh, maybe when we're in our late 20's or something.. and of course when the money in our pockets will be sufficient.

luckily, just this past sunday, my fellow churchmate Julian pointed out this ad in my church's newsletter.

my eyes lit up. a window of opportunity! i thought, perhaps this can finally turn into a reality! so i skimmed through the ad, and at the bottom i saw that there was a price tag.

[choke] quadruple digits. $$$$. before january 24th of 2010.

best to save now. asap.

-the question is.. is this doable? you know it. anything is possible. [thanks to phil.4:13].

-the factors are..

1) january comes after december, and in december there lies the holiday aka Christmas. Christmas gift$, will be deducted from this trip.

2) work. hours + amount spent on gas & food.. deducted as well.

3) school. o_o the 24th-31st of january happens to land on the second week of the new quarter. i could always email my teachers...

-yet consider the fact that i've saved enough for a brand new macbookpro, AND managed to get a new cell phone around the same time... it's like taking my motivation to the next level. india.

i'm down. seriously, down. i'm anxious to know what people have to say about this. it's a huge decision to make. and veryy far away from the u.s. any thoughts? insights? word of advice? warnings? requests?

btw,

paula white this friday! soooo excited =]

i will GLADLY take any donations towards my trip to hyderabad, india! make checks payable to Cheryl Baclit and/or give me a call and we can discuss financial arrangements. thank you all for your consideration and have a splendid night ;)