daly city

so that last post failed.

it's all temporary.

almost there.

is there such thing as an anti-sensitive pill? something that stops you from being so sensitive to everything that happens to you? or like something that lets me brush off all the negativity

hope.

weed.

man-the-fuck-up pill. lol

i'm honestly sick of this shit.

nobody will ever be nice to you. nobody really cares. whatever it is that you want is self-achieved, accomplished by effort. man-made with a little help from something you can't see. like love or hope or soooomething of the sort.

"Doin you" is not exactly easy. But i mean, having some company while you're getting there would be nice. not just anybody, somebody with quality. worth. I'm tired of having my guards up high the instant something pokes at me. I'll snap back like a chihuahua.

ya, maybe weed.