djtiesto's got me daydreaming. thinking. [no, i'm not on e. nor have i tried it]. a few conversations with people out of my norm got my brain thinking.. in the past few months, there's been a change. subconsciously, without my knowing. recently.. i'd wake up and feel soooo awkward. first thought that comes to my head is: "i think i'm maturing..."
dont laughhh >_<
i can already see you laughing through the screen. it's not that kind of maturing.. i meant like, i'm not as interested in certain things like i used to be? the things i used to pass, are now the things i love? like the taro root in my sinigang, for example. nom. ^_^. the things i used to love, are just.. plain to me. the more i've experienced, the more it's gonna take to hype me up. "oh, again? party and drinks? nahh but thanks tho". "but so-and-so is going and there's a dj and ...."
yea im not interested. boredom is my only motivation to go.
i guess this is another form of being spoiled. excessive indulgence has damaged the quality of my weekends. a different crowd sounds enticing.. but that takes time. i've tried it and it's almost like the same thing over again, just different faces.
i'm surprisingly chill about this whole deal. someone once said, "sounds like you're settling down". i guessss? if you put it that way its as if i'm old, wrinkly, and married?! hah, i'm neither of those. i believe there's a time and place for everything.
have you ever considered the fact that time IS on your side?
i'm content chillin alllll dayyy baby.
down for anything & everything life has to offer. =)
one day at a time.
never lose hope!
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You sound like me!!
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