it aint nothin nice

"everything is going to be alright."







for some reason whenever i go through hell i feel like the next best thing is .. the next best thing is.. ..



the next best thing is uh..





shit. what's the next best thing? okay, i seriously dont know. but! something great will turn out of all this. it's one of those things where you just.. Feel it. i feel it.



fuck what they say.





hell is..

-test monday

-need $$

-finding time to spend w/ roach

-satisfying the need to be surrounded with people

-and also being home On time

-not getting enough sleep

-not getting enough food in my system

-therefore not exactly being healthy

-getting another ticket. [yes, another]

-the aftermath of telling mom i work at bestbuy

-doing this on my own



a few good things would include..

-new job offer? = upgrade $$

-a friend that pushes me to doing my best.



i think the goods outweigh the bads, yeah? NYEH who gives a fuck what they say. i'm good.
thanks bernie. all good. =)