i stand.. your ground.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH F YOUUUU



srsly.
you're pullin my sleeve.
i hate feeling this way; whatever you call it.
Ms. for-the-meantime
hah! f that.
okayyy sorryyyy. i'm cynical, k?
can't blame me for feelin this way.
how do i act? how do i deal? WHY do i deal?
the ball is not in my court this time around.
how did i lose control? why?

this is definitely a new feeling, a new kind of cheryl that i've never seen. i'm way lost and disarray more than ever to the point where i just.. have no clue how to act. do i call? can i call? am i allowed to call? what am i? do i tell you who i'm with? can i go somewhere with you? can i go somewhere without you? the list goes on (whpshh!)

it makes me think. what'dd i dooo?? am i not good enough? why do i feel unwanted by you. what am i to you? you've degraded my name to just another girl. i wanted to try harder.. surprise you with the little things.. but now i dont even want to. i lost hope. the girl shouldn't be in this position. i'm more hurt than i am mad. honestly.

fake fake fake fake fake used used used used used f you f you f you f you f you

conscience says forget it. time is limited. why bother. you give more than you get. treat others the way you'd like to be treated.

second conscience says honey, you never lost control. you can get anything you want. sky's the limit, or shall i say clubs & parties...

no, babygirl. youre better than that. keep your chin up, and dont settle for less.







safe: cheryl, you rule, that is all