i guess?

I HATE the way you're making me feel right now.
I HATE not knowing what's going on in your head.
I HATE false hope.
I HATE your not knowing how to deal.
I HATE how i told myself i was going to be the best gf to my next bf; who happened to be you.
I HATE how you walk away from it.
I HATE your jab,
I HATE my shield.
I HATE how you're all talk.
I HATE what i put into it.
I HATE dressing up for nothing.
I HATE knowing the end.
I HATE no calls, no shows.
I HATE how you're closed up.
I LOVE how it doesn't matter to me anymore


i'm single bitch;
and I LOVE how you're all reading this.


"and now you know!"