faith roots run deep

question(s): What happens to offspring during a fight? How do you control it?

hypothesis: If there is a Pacquiao Fight, then babysitting + food is necessary.

materials: pacquiao fight, parentals that provide the kids, food, camera.

procedure: 1) turn on the tv to HBO, 2) have parentals sit & watch, 3) have kids roam around the house freely, 4) eat, 5) observe

observations:
initial boredom. (that's jamie; she has an eyepatch on. she needs it to fix her "ice")increased movement in musical environment.subjects were taught lessons, skills, and discipline. they were obedient to their scientist-teacher: Rachelcreme-brulee snacks were fed.regulation. (all the girls standing in the line for the..)one subject refused to participate.energy renewal.one subject preferred whipped cream on top of her smoothie.
conclusion: subjects required constant activity and sugar in order for regulation to occur. the fight had nothing to do with their activities, however, go manny for finishing in 2 rounds!


050409

i know i shouldn't be online right now, but Im feelin like releasing some thoughts. don't worry, releasing thoughts isn't necessarily "venting". usually "venting" is referred to as the steam that comes out when Angry. psh, i'd get a diary/xanga for that. this, is a blog. and this, has purpose.

hmmmm where should i start.

with 2 tests tomorrow and a due date for a urine/fingerprints sample, i'm quite stressed for a Monday. lucky for me, a simple look to the ceiling and a glimpse of hope is all i need to keep me strong.

After taking a 1 month breather from blogging, I noticed a change in personality. Now, this could be due to the change of culture, the change of friends, or even the absence of friends.. or all of the above. I'm not quite sure, but I like it.

during that 1 month, I've gone to an 18+ club -_-, watched fanny pak perform, went to the entrance of a 21+ club, had my "friends" un-invite me to their events, yea fuck you, watched wolverine, was reunited with a long long best friend from 5 years ago, had absolutely no contact with a close someone, reunited with The Trio, got a person to go against their beliefs, switched roles with Cassandra, broke 2 hearts, threw up, got a new job that pays me more than my previous, found a cheap chevron close to the house, went on a date, and found out that there can be happiness in independence.

never said that there is.

overall, life is better. i've talked to my counselor too, and i finally have direction. WOOT

i'm slowly accepting of this new life, and i'm content with it. even despite the fact that there are downtimes =). it's in constant change, the way life should be.

I guess you can say.. i'm over drama, over typical shit, over being tied-back. I'm over it.

There are sooo many challenges in life that occur.. tests.. to further figure out who you are. Sorry but, sometimes you gotta figure things out the hard way. =T

edit: 050509. happy cinco de mayo.

alrightttt so those tests didnt go too well. that's fiine... i cried pretty much the rest of the day and sucked it in. i'm not giving up. no way. wouldn't want a chabot-experience again.

i just keep telling myself;

ANYTHING is possible.

"backs to the past"