real.

can't sleep. nothing can keep me sane. not even a milktea. not even your hug.

i'm not going to get into details, and i'm not going to tell the whole world. but, i am going to say this..

it's pitch black. i want to play the movie of my life. i have a flashlight pointing straight at the vcr, narrowed to the play button.







tell me why i just pressed rewind?