didn't wake up early for blackfriday this year. but.. i still tried to get out. we ended up in another argument.
got picked up. went to sj. thanks for the shirts.
saturday dad yelled at me. "you gotta take care of the car because it takes care of you" lol. Add this, check that, start it, spray this, cap that, close it, try it. frankenstein is aliiiiiive! WRONG. we brought it over to an auto repair shop and there was some serious damage that only a mechanic would see. [right]. the car is effin 20. years. old. daddy, i think it's time. let's go shopping ^_^
sunday rachel faked a headache and we ended up not going to church. grr.
mom's really been on my ass lately. in fact, this happens to me at least once annually. i build so much anger towards her to the point where jobs & apartments look very tempting. my last resort would be daddy's in santa clara.. & mission college. but.. would that be considered as Running away from my problems?
other side of my head says: what are you THINKing. just stick with it. fuck it! just let it go. show them what you got so you can see their moded faces in the end.
strive.
keep going.
push.

talked with bernie couple hours ago. double dates have long gone. hah, we both dont have titles, but the feeling inside.. it wants more, it's asking for more, it's not getting more, and yet it keeps hoping for more. >_<
'08 will be an interesting year. going to look at schools soon.
i'm moving forward, and you're.. what ARE you doing anyways??
=)
gotta pick up rachel. i'm walking there. lol.
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