thanksday - woke up to a bajillion of texts and a few which i did not even recognize. thanks tho, its the thought that counts. =T i went to garlic city (gilroy) to visit daddy's side of the fam for lunch. we pretty much just chilled. i took out this cutie patootie for a walk at the park:when the sunlight faded to blue, my uncle brought over his newest-latest-cool-gadget-that-you-don't-have-here-take-my-picture
watched transformers, fantastic4 the silver surfer one, then played halo3. [hardcore gamer]. left at 7 to eat dinner at mom's. she didn't even bother calling us to tell us to come home or that the food was ready. so it was half-eaten when we got there. -_-. me n rach were turned off. actually, rach lost her appetite. doesn't deserve a picture. hmmph.

didn't wake up early for blackfriday this year. but.. i still tried to get out. we ended up in another argument. just as i was backing out of the driveway, bootsy banana failed me. =\. i pushed it back on the driveway and pulled the ebrake.

got picked up. went to sj. thanks for the shirts.

saturday dad yelled at me. "you gotta take care of the car because it takes care of you" lol. Add this, check that, start it, spray this, cap that, close it, try it. frankenstein is aliiiiiive! WRONG. we brought it over to an auto repair shop and there was some serious damage that only a mechanic would see. [right]. the car is effin 20. years. old. daddy, i think it's time. let's go shopping ^_^

sunday rachel faked a headache and we ended up not going to church. grr.

mom's really been on my ass lately. in fact, this happens to me at least once annually. i build so much anger towards her to the point where jobs & apartments look very tempting. my last resort would be daddy's in santa clara.. & mission college. but.. would that be considered as Running away from my problems?

other side of my head says: what are you THINKing. just stick with it. fuck it! just let it go. show them what you got so you can see their moded faces in the end.

strive.
keep going.
push. i'll do my thing and put that aside for now. i have other things to worry about. bethankful2 definitely isn't one of them.

talked with bernie couple hours ago. double dates have long gone. hah, we both dont have titles, but the feeling inside.. it wants more, it's asking for more, it's not getting more, and yet it keeps hoping for more. >_<


'08 will be an interesting year. going to look at schools soon.
i'm moving forward, and you're.. what ARE you doing anyways??

=)

gotta pick up rachel. i'm walking there. lol. catch ya laters. ;)