b**ch i might be

fever =(

with weather like this, how could you have a fever?! ahhh >_<. iwanna go to the beach. i like feeling the warmth from the sun. and to tan! i like being dark. or caramel, atleast. not cream. making this decision, i never knew how much i needed to change. well, now that i think about it, every decision requires some change. but anyways, this environment has made me feel less special. good. theres hella asians& whatnot so i just kinda.. blend in. standing out can be fun, but i need to focus now. i don't know anybody, so no more, "hey, wanna grab a bite to eat?" good. now there IS another weekend question that i'm hesitant to resist, "wanna hang out?" i'm totally down; it's not like i'm 123456789miles away. ^_^ haha, i'm just right here. =) on the weekdays tho, think of it as if i'm in sd already.

theres a kaiser nearby that i can volunteer at. some girl volunteers 4 hrs a week. theres also a pharmacy store inside kaiser that might let me be a cashier. keyword: might. i haven't tried yet, i'm still trying to get acquainted.

it's all a shock to me that it's happening so fast, yet so slow.

with cheryl, it's always a process. =)
prove them wrong.

anddd back to nappin. i hope this fever goes away soon. =T

<3c